so anyway, something to uplift your spirits!!

my best friend is engaged to her marine boyfriend, and i am just sooo excited to be in her wedding (which is planned for the year after we graduate, 2013!) yes i know only 2% of marriages out of highschool last, but i guarantee they will last.

morgan and josh are my inspiration for love. they're both small-town, country-loving fools. they show me that love can exist through highschool. im so happy for them, and i cant wait to be able to walk down the aisle as one of her maids-of-honor (she'll have two, me and our other best friend olivia). and the man i'll be walking with will be none other than my ex and first love, jordan. thats what im nervous about. we always planned to have a double wedding, but then jordan and i broke up because my parents thought we were getting too serious, which was true. but i still love that boy with all my heart. so hopefully someday we'll be together again. preferably before morgans wedding because jordan is josh's best friend, so we do HAVE to walk together.

i know this is a weird rant coming from me, but i just want to say that even though im heartbroken, i know love is out there waiting for me. the key is to not look for it. it will present itself when the time is right.

although christmas does seem awfully lonely without someone to kiss under the miseltoe, i have morgan and olivia there by my side. so if you're feeling the christmas blues, YOU ARENT ALONE. im right here with ya ;)



For the heartbroken out there (like myself)

oh hey hi hello

im kind of hyper because i just had a coffee from bread co! they seriously make the best light roast EVERRR
todays a good day because i dont have to work and im going to the mall to buy a new pair of uggs. yes, i said uggs. though im not really a fan, i saw these at journeys and i fell in love. they look soo cozy and warm and with leggings and leg warmers underneath, my legs will be nice and toasty in my -5 degree classes.



sorry i couldnt get a better picture, but im buying the grey and im sooo excited!

and you really should try bread co light roast coffee with skim milk, 2 sugars, and alot of cinnamon! yummmm :)

love you all

things i love list

adding a things i love list today!!



blake lively's marchesa dress

gossip girl season 4 (in paris!!)

modern family season 3--seriously the funniest show ever

ok, i dont really love sarah hyland, but everyone says i resemble her. i dont see it.

redken heat activated texturizer--tried it once and bought my own the next day. amazing product and i love the smell.

down with webster--never thought i would like a boy band until now.

waterfall braids--still trying to learn how to do this with my hair, its hard for me

ice skating--i'm horrible but i do enjoy it

bow hair clips

lorac tantalizer bronzer--works well with my paper white skin tone

snow white and the huntsman--cant wait to see this

a&f kids--i now work as a model at the store in my mall

sorry there isnt more, but i had to make a quick post! night everybody!

GUESS WHOS BACK??

hey if you didnt already know, it me. after a looooong hiatus im back in action!

ok sooo updates! got a new camera! yeaaa a nikon D3000, which i love by the way, thanks parentals.

still single. whatever
turned 17 sept 1st AND managed to leave my awkward stage braces-free.
love you all, kisses, and i'll be updating again real soon