morgan and josh are my inspiration for love. they're both small-town, country-loving fools. they show me that love can exist through highschool. im so happy for them, and i cant wait to be able to walk down the aisle as one of her maids-of-honor (she'll have two, me and our other best friend olivia). and the man i'll be walking with will be none other than my ex and first love, jordan. thats what im nervous about. we always planned to have a double wedding, but then jordan and i broke up because my parents thought we were getting too serious, which was true. but i still love that boy with all my heart. so hopefully someday we'll be together again. preferably before morgans wedding because jordan is josh's best friend, so we do HAVE to walk together.
i know this is a weird rant coming from me, but i just want to say that even though im heartbroken, i know love is out there waiting for me. the key is to not look for it. it will present itself when the time is right.
although christmas does seem awfully lonely without someone to kiss under the miseltoe, i have morgan and olivia there by my side. so if you're feeling the christmas blues, YOU ARENT ALONE. im right here with ya ;)
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